I remember how it felt to lose you.
I had never felt more lonely. I felt a restraint on my heart.
No matter what, I hurt inside.
I was the embodiment of pain.
I was all manly about it, fought back the tears and just grunted at everyone's inquiry.
But the truth is I felt as if my heart were sucking me inward, a black hole had appeared in the center of my chest and all of me was being sucked inward. It was so strong. It was so constant.
I hated that constant desire to cry. I couldn't shake it off. I couldn't escape it.
And the worse thing is I knew I had caused it, it was my fault.
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ur back xD
:) yes
I've linked this post into my page.
I'm sorry that I didn't ask before I did.
Hope you don't mind. But if you do, let me know.
Julia
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